waterkooler

2010-06-18T14:12:00.001+08:00

Void of emotions.

2010-06-10T12:20:00.002+08:00

Hopes&Dreams.

Hoping you will get happier in your life now that I'm backing out.

To be honest, I was quite disappointed on that day.

When you said you were looking forward to friday, and that you had plans. And yet, I didn't hear my name in it.

We had drifted apart, and it was because of your work. That's the reason I hate it.

You came to prefer working than hanging out. You prefer hanging out with work peeps than us. Or specifically me.

And yet I didn't tell you this when we were saying about this. So, I'm sorry.

2010-05-30T15:56:00.002+08:00

Determination once again crushed. I really can't leave you. Not just yet, not until you get yourself a proper route. Maybe one day I'll be able to leave you unnoticed. But for now, this story ain't going to end.

2010-05-25T17:34:00.003+08:00

Maybe it was the worst possible way to end this. But yes, I wanted you to forget bout me and the only way was for you to hate me. I know I promised never to get out of your life intentionally. But, I really want you to be happy, I know you're pissed off of my sarcasm everytime I became jealous. I know you're most probably not gonna read this but I just want to get this off my chest. I couldn't stand seeing how you feel irritated whenever I get sarcastic and such. Most probably I'll never be in your life ever again but yes. I don't want you to ruin your life just because you don't like school or you find the module boring, however boring it is, it's still your studies. Unless you really don't want to excel in your studies and enjoy it in the future, you can go ahead and have fun for now. I know I wasn't really that useful and I know I'm really very very blunt. But yes, I don't find that you're that bad. You're just prone to leaning over to that side of life but you'll just ignore every comment I make about it that tried to pull you back to this side. I really don't want to end this like this way but it will really make you happy. Trust me. I'm sorry you have to have such a bad experience, but this will be the last time. There won't ever be a weiler in your life ever again. I'll love you forever, and I'm sorry.

2010-05-23T23:24:00.001+08:00

A real smile would be all I'm asking for from you, maybe you can't give it now, but promise me that you will let me see that smile in the future.

2010-05-22T01:01:00.001+08:00

Maybe the reason why I pushed you away before, was the fact that I feel you deserve better.

2010-05-21T20:20:00.002+08:00

Maybe it was a mistake for you to text few years back.

That's why I should let you go, regardless of the fact that I don't want to end this.

Maybe you won't even feel the pain.

Stay happy. If not for my sake, at least for your own sake.

Will be missed.

2010-05-14T19:53:00.001+08:00

If I say I really really need you, would you believe me?

2010-05-13T21:35:00.001+08:00

Life isn't always fair. Its like rolling a die, it's based on your luck.
But surely there's a way out of this.
And that's not to care about anything in this world at all. I know it's selfish of me but ya.
I just can't forget, I just don't want to give up.
I know I said before I'm contented that you're the one being happy.
But the sadness is really overwhelming.

2010-05-08T00:14:00.000+08:00

Hehs.
Felt like giving up. Was determined to.
But that determination was once again crushed by my own will.
Lousy feelings. I can never get it and yet I yearn for it.

2010-05-02T23:32:00.003+08:00

I'hv decided to start my blog over again. Hopefully noone close to me will drop by since they'll most probably know what I speaking of.
I know its alot to ask from you.
But girl, I hate it when you act as though you do not know that I'hv fallen for you.
You keep saying on bout these guys to me.
Have you ever thought about how I feel?